Today is the first day of the fall quarter, so I spent a decent amount of time reading introductory messages from classmates, reading about my professor, and looking over the syllabus. What's (possibly) neat is that we don't have lectures to watch/listen to for this class. We're just supposed to read a bunch of stuff and write about it. It could be good. I didn't end up having time to start reading officially for class, but I *did* print up the list of things I'm supposed to read, so I'm halfway there, right?
I also read a sign that I hadn't noticed my previous 2 times at yoga. It was just a few guidelines for new attenders, and thankfully I hadn't broken any rules. Phew!
As a noob teacher, I also read e-mails from people telling me how I should be doing everything differently. Awesome. I know that this is a part of life, and it gives me a lot more compassion for preachers.
The best part of today, though, was that I had the inaugural session of my Bible study with college girls. Tonight it was just me & one student, but we got to have a really good conversation. I really don't care how many show up. I'm going to make myself available & be there consistently, and they can show or not show. Tonight we started reading Ephesians, and being that predestination is mentioned, we got to go off on a great tangent on things we find difficult & how to look at them. It was a good night.
Other than that, I looked at insurance listings to see if a certain chiropractor I want to go to is covered. I actually had 3 in mind: one that I found doing a search for "sports chiropractor" and 2 recommended by the local running store. The one I found searching is covered, so I'm going to try to get into him tomorrow. In addition to my usual back issues, my knee has really been acting up, and now I pulled a muscle in my ribs or something. Yesterday I checked to make sure it wasn't breast cancer, today I checked symptoms of a cracked rib. It's not cancer, fear not, and even if it is a cracked rib, there's nothing to be done about it. I sure as heck ain't resting for long.
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
The Problem of Pain
Friends, I didn't write last night because I was tired & also because I was troubled. I finished up The Problem of Pain, and one of Lewis's main ideas is that God gives/allows pain for our own good. We get too comfy and think we're secure in our cozy lives, and we don't look to him at all. He knows that what is best for us is to be surrendered to him, so he shakes us up a little. Lewis also believes that we have to live by natural laws in order to have a stable universe, therefore miracles must be rare. So, some things just happen, and some things (all things?) are allowed or sent by God to cause us to turn to him.
This is all something I have to chew on a bit & work my head around. It mostly makes sense, but then I get stuck again. It's not as if the question of evil & pain is going to be completely solved, but I still want more. One of the things I really like, though, is that he doesn't buy into that rubbish about it all being for God's glory. When people offer that as comfort to someone hurting, it makes you think, "Well, bully for you, God! I'm glad you're getting a kick out of this." He points out that God is goodness and we are the objects of his love. It is all for our good.
Perhaps later, after my paper is written, I'll give you some of the gems I've come up with or the really great quotes from his books. Later.
For now, I'm thinking I'm not going to meet all of my homework goals for the day again, and I think it's due to dairy. Gah. Yes, I'm getting over being sick, but it should be gone by now, and I think that gluten & dairy don't help.
This is all something I have to chew on a bit & work my head around. It mostly makes sense, but then I get stuck again. It's not as if the question of evil & pain is going to be completely solved, but I still want more. One of the things I really like, though, is that he doesn't buy into that rubbish about it all being for God's glory. When people offer that as comfort to someone hurting, it makes you think, "Well, bully for you, God! I'm glad you're getting a kick out of this." He points out that God is goodness and we are the objects of his love. It is all for our good.
Perhaps later, after my paper is written, I'll give you some of the gems I've come up with or the really great quotes from his books. Later.
For now, I'm thinking I'm not going to meet all of my homework goals for the day again, and I think it's due to dairy. Gah. Yes, I'm getting over being sick, but it should be gone by now, and I think that gluten & dairy don't help.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Huh? Oh, yes.
I'm blogging early tonight, friends, as I actually feel plucky & writerly right now, so I thought I'd get to it.
My mind is fairly clear, so I'm slowly working on The Problem of Pain, and as with much C.S. Lewis non-fiction, I'm alternating head-scratching with vigorous highlighting. There are times when I just want to shake him (if shaking a dead man would produce any desirable results) and say, "What does this mean?! I think that you're just using a lot of words and not actually saying anything!" He's the pinnacle of academic mumbo-jumbo somtimes, I tell you. Quite often, though, the very next paragraph makes me get out the pen and the highlighter, and I underline and star and copy into my notes and read out loud to Seth. "Aha!" I think. "This is the answer to everything!"
Life with C.S. Lewis. What I'm doing for my paper is taking The Problem of Pain and A Grief Observed and comparing them, trying to get a picture of his theodicy over time. I've read AGO a few times, and I love it. It is what you read in the depths of despair because it comforts you to know that someone who seemed to have it all figured out felt many of the same things. Screamed and cried and wanted to tear God apart out of their pain. This is my first time reading TPOP, and I'm learning a lot from it. It seems that maybe this is to read more distanced from the grief, either before or after. Things to remember and hold onto when it's time to move on. Time to get back into life and re-engage with God and his goodness.
My mind is fairly clear, so I'm slowly working on The Problem of Pain, and as with much C.S. Lewis non-fiction, I'm alternating head-scratching with vigorous highlighting. There are times when I just want to shake him (if shaking a dead man would produce any desirable results) and say, "What does this mean?! I think that you're just using a lot of words and not actually saying anything!" He's the pinnacle of academic mumbo-jumbo somtimes, I tell you. Quite often, though, the very next paragraph makes me get out the pen and the highlighter, and I underline and star and copy into my notes and read out loud to Seth. "Aha!" I think. "This is the answer to everything!"
Life with C.S. Lewis. What I'm doing for my paper is taking The Problem of Pain and A Grief Observed and comparing them, trying to get a picture of his theodicy over time. I've read AGO a few times, and I love it. It is what you read in the depths of despair because it comforts you to know that someone who seemed to have it all figured out felt many of the same things. Screamed and cried and wanted to tear God apart out of their pain. This is my first time reading TPOP, and I'm learning a lot from it. It seems that maybe this is to read more distanced from the grief, either before or after. Things to remember and hold onto when it's time to move on. Time to get back into life and re-engage with God and his goodness.
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